i don't want yr
fuckin' tranquilzer,
she said, i want
to fuckin' catapult,
i want to scream
and i want to go
shatter
 shattering

 glass
dizzyswirling
 until
everything is crimson
and i do something
smartly primal, like
 kill myself,
under
     fucking
           stand?
she said from behind
the desk neatly smoothing
her dress, gaggedandgagged
and gagged.